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LAYER ONE:
Spell your name with bands/singers:
C- Camera Obscura
A – Antony and the Johnsons
I – Interpol
T- Thunderbirds
L- Luna
I – Isobel Campbell
N – Neutral Milk Hotel
LAYER TWO:
-- Name: Caitlin Letitia Biskup
-- Birth date: August 28th, 1985
-- Nickname: Caitie, KT, Cait, Caitling
-- Current Location: Freeport, Maine
-- Eye Color: brown... hazel?
-- Hair Color: shifting between reddish brown and black
-- Righty or Lefty: righty.
-- Zodiac Sign: virgo! (remembers to go and check astro.com)
LAYER THREE:
-- The shoes you wore today: white lace up ankle boot with tarnished gold accents.
-- Your weakness: sugar in any size, shape, form or consistency. And anything having to do with nyc.
-- Your fears: fat cells and failure.
-- Your perfect pizza: a vegan one that tastes like those five variety of cheese ones. With tons of grease and magically no calories.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: be a fabulously famous/rich artist
LAYER FOUR:
-- Your best physical feature: don’t’ know don’t’ care.
-- Your bedtime: either way too early or way too late.
-- Most missed memory: nyc and crazy antics with ktrex
LAYER FIVE:
-- Pepsi or Coke: diet diet diet diet. Coke.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: *gags
-- Adidas or Nike: asics
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: uhm. Snapple. Sorry to be difficult but I’m picky.
-- Chocolate or Vanilla: both.
-- Cappuccino or Coffee: tea.
LAYER SIX:
-- Smoke: smokin’
-- Curse: fuck?
-- Sing: sure you can if you want to. I don’t mind.
-- Take a shower everyday: twice!
-- Have a crush(es): maybe.
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes.
--Do you want to go to college: I’m in college! and I adore it.
-- Like(d) high school: I LOVED it!
-- Want to get married: *falls over. good god. Don’t scare me like that!
-- Get motion sickness: maybe?
-- Think you're a health freak: a weird combination of candy freak/vegan. So I even out.
-- Get along with your parents: most always.
-- Play an instrument: piano
LAYER SEVEN:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: last nite (or this morning)
-- Smoked: a few times.
-- Done a drug: not yet ;)
-- Gone to the mall: sadly.
---Eaten an entire box of Oreos: uhm, gross.
-- Eaten Sushi: yup last nite
-- Been on stage: nope
-- Gone skating: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: you know… yes. Yes I have.
-- Gone Skinny Dipping: shower?
-- Dyed your hair: no and I need to!
-- Stolen anything: nope
LAYER EIGHT:
Ever...
-- Been called a tease: haha yes.
-- Been beaten up: wtf?
-- Shoplifted: no sir.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: hell no.
LAYER NINE:
-- Age you hope to be married: not before I’m 30. that’s all the definition I have around that sort of thing.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: ONE. A girl. To name Isabella.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: an expensive one J
-- What country would you most like to visit?: Uhm. Czech Republic.
LAYER TEN:
In the opposite sex... (or same sex)
-- Best eye color? Dark. Or bright – dark, you know?
-- Best hair color? Dark.
-- Short hair or long hair? Not long like looong. But longer than a typical jock short. You know what I mean.
-- Height? Taller than me.
-- Best weight? Thin. But not thinner than me.
-- Best articles of clothing: walking the line between well dressed and hipster. That fashion/hipster/but-can-be-laid-back - look
LAYER ELEVEN:
-- Number of friends I could trust with my life: woah. Well that’s intense.
-- Number of CDs that I own: hundreds. Held hostage by kevan now.
-- Piercings?: 6.
-- Number of tattoos: zero. Sigh.
-- Number of cars your family owns: 2
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Body: I Fear...
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ x] being a parent
[ x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] spiders or other insects
[ } driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder or lightning
[ ] frogs or toads
[ ] my boyfriend's or girlfriend's dad
[ ] my boyfriends or girlfriend's mom
[ ] mice
[ ]jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cotton balls
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ] death
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[x ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornado
[ ] hurricanes
[ ]diseases
[x] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] being blind
[ ]being deaf
[x] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not acomplishing my dreams or goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
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| Time: | 3:21 pm. |
| Mood: |  apathetic. |
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My Father thinks I am: a sweet smart girl
My Mother thinks I am: motivated and independent girl
My grandma thinks I am: smart / “princess”
My best friend thinks I am: talented
Your three best qualities: smart. Independent. Thoughtful.
Your three worst qualities: psycho. Bad self image. lying.
Three things you are often complimented for: art. Intelligence. Hair.
A compliment you got that made you blush: dunno. Somethin’ about my art probably.
I get embarrassed when: I cry.
What upsets you the most is: oh it’s the little things that get me most.
Do you keep a diary?: I call it a journal.
Do you like to cook?: desserts.
Do you have a secret you have not shared with anybody?: just one?
Do you fold your underwear?: EVERYTHING starts folded. And nothing stays that way. I value transience.
Do you talk in your sleep?: sure.
Do you bite your fingernails?: yum
Do you believe in love?: of course.
Last song you listened to: “half of you” – cat power
Last song that was stuck in your head: the doug funny theme song
Last movie you downloaded: I don’t know how *sad face
Last DVD you bought: uuuuh, sex in the city dvds
Last CD you listened to: "you are free" - cat power
Last person you called: jackie
Last person that called you: kevan
Last TV show you watched: next
Last person you were thinking of: kevan
Do you wish you could live somewhere else?: yes. Where I just left
Do you think about suicide?: I’ve thought about a lot of things. I don’t plan on it though.
Do others find you attractive?: only the crazy ones.
Do you want more piercings?: yes. Eyebrow.
Do you want more tattoos?: yes. On my neck
Do you drink?: hahahaha
Do you do drugs?: not yet.
Do you smoke?: not yet.
Do you like cleaning?: NO. but if you do.. call me. I love you. *kiss kiss
Do you carry a donor card?: nope.
Have you ever cried over a boy/girl?: oooh hell yes
Have you ever ever lied to someone?: ooooh hell yes
Have you ever been in a fist fight?: NOT YET!
Have you ever been arrested?: thank goodness no.
What shampoo do you use?: expensive things.
What perfume do you use?: just body wash from bath and body
What shoes do you wear?: EVERYTHING. Converse to vans to vintage heels to funky flats
What are you scared of?: failure and fat cells.
Number of times I have been in love?: Three
Number of times I have had my heart broken?: one big time.
Number of hearts I have broken?: some
Number of boys I have kissed?: seriously? I don’t know. That’s not fair.
Number of girls I have kissed?: two
Number of people I've slept with?: two
Number of people I consider my enemies?: haha one.
Number of people from high school that I stayed in contact with?: like… five.
Number of CD's I own?: hundreds. And a good portion of them are in kevans possession . *glare
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: a bunch
Number of things in my past that I regret?: not a lot.
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| Time: | 3:18 pm. |
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so.
"the break up" - kind of traumatizing
"the omen" - kind of funny.
whats wrong with these two things?
... HOWEVER. the latter is better with a bottle of wine.
oh. and the anti christ is hanging out with the prez these days, apparently.
therefore,i think this implies that dick cheney is the anti christ.... huh.
happy things to look forward to in the near future ( in chrological order... sorta)
les game of capture the flag
jersey shore
cat power
feist
laurie anderson
ben visits!
and as always... makin' a kick ass movie
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What is your sexual appeal?
Which Silver Screen Siren are you?
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Body: THEATER KID--
[x] Ever been in a play?
[x] Have you ever seen a Broadway show?
[x] More than 10 Broadway shows?
[x] Have you ever been/Are you in school shows?
[x] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[] Want to end up working in/for theater
[x] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[x] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!
[x] Do you like the Sound of Music?
[x] Did you like the Broadway show?
TOTAL X: 9
--REDNECK--
[] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[ ] Do you like to get dirty?
[ ] Do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[x] Do you live on more then 1 acre? <<< home in maine
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
[ ] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy movies?
TOTAL X: 1
GOTH--
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[] Is most of your clothing dark?
[ ] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[ ] Are you a social outcast?
[x] Are you pale?
[] Do you like Hot Topic?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
[] Are you mean?
[ ] Do you hate most people?
TOTAL X: 2
--PUNK--
[ ] Can you skateboard
[x] Do you wear Vans?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] You have any piercings?
[] Do you like/wear a mohawk?
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[ ] Are you a rebel without a cause?
[ x] Have you called someone a poser recently?
TOTAL X: 5
--PREP--
[x] Do you say the word "like" alot?:
[] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE
[]Do the people in Hot topic scare you?
[x] Do u laugh alot when your with your friends/girlfriend or boyfriend?
[] Have/do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[ ] Do you like pop music?
[x] Do you want/have a little dog?
[x] Do you smile & laugh a lot!
[x] Do you hang out with your friends alot?
[x] Do you always carry a purse/wallet?
TOTAL X: 6
--HIPPIE--
[x] Is your hair long?
[x ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[x] Do You want to save the animals?
[x] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[x] Do you like classic rock?
[] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[ ] Do you play a eukalele or bongos?
[] Have you ever watched wood stock
TOTAL X: 5
--GANGSTA--
[] Do you act ghetto?
[ ] Do u wear do-rags?
[] Do you like hip-hop?
[] Was Tupac truley the greatest rapper in the world?
[] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[x] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[x] Do you like to dance?
[] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?
[] Do you wear clothing like wu-tang, g-unit, sean john, dickies babyphat etc.
TOTAL X: 2
EMO
[] you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[x] Do you like soft music?
[ ] Do people not understand you?
[x] Do you write your own poems?
[x] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[ ] Do you cut yourself?
[x ] ARE U LONELY? <<< in nyc sometimes
[ ] Do you like "Ohio is for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights?
[x] Do you own square, black rimmed glasses?
TOTAL X: 6
--SURFER--
[ ] Do you surf?
[ ] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[x ] Is your hair shaggy?
[] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[ ] Are you tan?
[ ] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[x] Do you hate tourists? <<< who dosen't?
TOTAL X: 3
--GEEK--
[] Do you wear glasses?
[x] Do you get good grades?
[] Do you use an inhaler?
[] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[x] Are you on the computer often?
[] Do you ever get picked on?
[x] Do you look forward to goin to school?
[] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[] Do you play video games?
TOTAL X: 3
Repost this with the top stereotype that fit you. (the one with the most x's)
Title it "Stereotypes"
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[ WH0 D0 Y0U WANT T0 .. ]
- Kill: my tummy aches
- Slap: i dont know, but i want it to resonate
- Get High With: yucky
- Look Like: zooey daschenel - you know, that girl from 'all the real girls' and 'winters passing'
- Talk To Offline: only those who i'll talk to online
- Talk To Online: only those who i'll talk to offline
HAVE Y0U EVER ...
- Been kissed? yes... i'm not 12
- Done Drugs? recreational?
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos? uh, no.
- Been on stage? more than i can count
- Dumped Someone? more than i can count ;) kidding. but yes. but dump is such a harsh word. particularly because it can be turned around and applied to oneself. shudder
- Gotten in a car accident? YES. but not as many as i would seeing as most of the year my transportation was the subway.
[ iN THE LAST 24 H0URS, HAVE Y0U .. ]
- Cried? yes! how COULD Big leave Carrie and NYC?
- Helped someone? I think so?
- Bought something? an enormous bag of candy from wal* mart... shocktarts, sweetarts. then i got diabetes.
- Gotten sick? yeah actually, i feel sort of yucky
- Gone to the movies? no sir
- Gone out for dinner? tonight! panera with mom
- Said "I love you"? mmhmm. i just said goodnight to my parents.
- Written a real letter? nah
- Moved on? .... from the last question i did.
- Talked to an ex? hm. yes.
- Missed an ex? hm. no.
- Talked to someone you have a crush on? yeah, no.
- Had a serious talk? that sounds omnioius. i'm glad i haven't.
- Missed someone? not really.
- Hugged someone? yes
- Fought with your parents? hellz no.
- Fought with a friend? nopers
[ D0 Y0U .. ]
- Wear eye shadow? nope. you couldn't see it even if i did. my eyelids are weird.
- Put on a "front"? a front? that seems awkward.
- Have a crush on someone? nope
- Eat with your mouth open? no. gross.
- If you got a tattoo where would it be? a paper crane behind my ear.
- What color is your floor/carpet in your room? hard wood. here and in nyc
- What was the last CD you bought? "A Brides Guide to Waiting Music" - Danielle Stech Homsy
- How did you spend last summer? in Maine working at Borders. visited Ben in Savannah. found my first apartment in NYC
- When's the last time you showered? this morning circa noon
- Are you lonely? not right now
- Are you happy? right now
- Are you wearing pajamas? i am indeed. and its only 11. SIGH
- Are you talking to someone online? nope
01. Eyeliner or mascara? on who? me? occasionally eyeliner when i want to feel cool.
02. Louis vuttion or dooney & bourke? certinally not dooney & bourke. LV is so not me. so. can i take the more expensive one, cash it in, and get some D&G or vintage finds?
03. American eagle or hollister? BARF
04. Dolce and Gabanna or Louis Vuttion? as said before, D&G
05. Skirts or pants? skirts
06. Socks or leggings? black leggings or knee/thigh socks from american apperal
07. Hoodies or jackets? hoodies - oversized.
08. Heels or sneakers? converse or flats. thanks.
09. Straight or curly hair? mine.
10. Hoop or dangling earrings? dangly.
11. Side bangs or one lengthed? oh bangs! ones that fall in your eyes.
12. Gemma Ward or Adrianna Lima? Adrianna Lima
13. Your best color: black or blue. thank goodness because i sure to bruise easily.
14. Victoria's Secret or Bath and Body Works? uh, who buys underware from bath and body works? even if they have a line i can only imagine the level of lameness that it is.
15. Smoothies or lattes? soy lattes.
16. Diet or regular sodas? diet. or zero.
17. Water or daquiris? water. sparkling.
18. Pearls or diamonds? pearls
19. Vintage or boho? VINTAGE. boho is vintage gone confused.
20. Marykate or Ashley Olsen? MK. obviously.
21. Thin or fat? how is that even sort of a question? me:thin. anyone who i wish ill: fat. *sweet smile
22. Ipod or cell phone? i... i.... this is more difficult than Sophie's Choice! depends. fuck. cell phone. no! wait. i can't handle subways without my ipod. *explodes. there. that was easier.
23. Friends or family? both
24. Lip gloss or chapstick? chapstick
25. Manicure or pedicures? neither. don't TOUCH my feet.
26. Mac or sephora? sephora
27. Tiffany's or chanel? Chanel of course.
28. Love or peace? what, they're not one and the same anymore?
29. Sunglasses or purses? gigantic sunglasses.
A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y
1. do you like anyone?: n/a
2. do they know it?: n/a
D O Y O U P R E F E R
1. being hot or cold?: cold because then warming up with tea and blankets and fires is more fun
2. sun or moon?: moon - a bright one
3. Winter or Fall?: both
4. left or right?: right
5. having 10 acquaintances or having 1 best friend?: 1 best friend
6. sun or rain?: i would say rain... but after 2 weeks of it... i'm not so sure
7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: soy dream ice cream
8. boys or girls?: effeminate men and not too girlie girls
9. vodka or jack? *feels woosy
A B O U T Y O U
What time is it? 11:11pm! make a wish!
why are you up? ..... because it IS 11:11pm
Name?: caitlin
Nickname(s): cait, caitie, KT, goober, catfish
W H A T D O Y O U W A N T
Where do you want to live?: manhattan
How many kids do you want?: 0 or 1. non negotiable. but not for a long long long LONG time. long time.
What kind of job do you want?: an artist who is sponsered to make work ... a la mattew barney. where is my barbra gladstone!!!
Do you want to get married?: are you asking?
U N I Q U E
1. Nervous Habits?: scratchig things
2. Are you double jointed?: no
3. Can you roll your tongue?: no
4. Can you raise one eyebrow?: just did
5. Do you make your bed daily?: SIGH
C L O T H E S, E T C
1. Which shoe goes on first?: oh. hm. left.
2. Ever thrown one at someone?: hahaha, yes i have, it was fun
3. Do you carry a wallet?: uhm, yes. who dosen't?
4. What jewellery u wearing? surprisingly? just one earring.
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50 questions
Truth-
1. Do you like anyone? no. *sigh. i'm so frustrated with myself.
2. Do they know it? i hope they know i don't like them!
3. Simple or complicated? oh, i'm so sorry, pardon me, but could you please define the term "simple"? its new to me.
In the Last Month-
4. Had sex: bah-ha-ha! ha.
5. Bought something: i exist in new york city, i ask you , how can one NOT ?
6. Gotten sick: because of alcohol.
8. Felt dumb: i'm taking this,aren't i?
9. Talked to an ex: yup
10. Missed someone: you know it.
11. Failed a test: MORTIFICATION! hell no.
12. Ate cereal: rasin bran . there is more sugar in it than lucky charms :)
13. Danced crazy: every day
14. Got your hair cut?: friday, love, friday.
Random-
16. Nervous habits?: scratching things.
18. Can you roll your tongue? no, curses!
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: why yes i can.
20. Can you cross your eyes?: let me check... ow... yes.
21. Do you make your bed daily: in this really half hearted way, yes.
22. Do you think you are unique: butterfly.
Have you Ever-
23. Given money to a homeless person?: sure.
24. Said "I Love you"?: of course.
26. Waited all night for a phone call? does it count if it came?
27. And never got it? oh. i guess thats the answer.
28. Sat and looked at the stars? what is this, a high school student's ode to lost love ballad material here? christ sake.
29. Do you swear? fuck no.
30. Do you ever "talk back"? why the quotes? if its warranted!
31. You cook your own food? i make tea... in a mircowave.... count?
32. You do your own chores? only the ones that don't matter. like .... cleaning my desktop. as in my computer's desktop.
33. You like beef jerky? uhm, gross?
34. You like pepsi or coke? whatever it is as long as its diet with caffiene.
35. You're happy with your hair? yeah. it should be darker though. i need to redye it.
38. Do you like to swim? i do.
40. Are you patient? the answer to that is 'no'.
Do you Prefer-
41. Flowers or candy? candy flowers? i suppose flowers as long as they are those cut ones so i'm not expected to make them live, so their shelf life is quite apparent. because someone brutally mangled my green thumb.
42. Gray or black? please, black.
43. Color or black and white photos? color.
44. Red or black? we went over this. black.
45. Lust or Love? both
46. Winter or Summer? winter. with sweaters. summer. with ac.
47. Tea or coffee? oh! british breakfast tea with sugar and soy milk. :D
48. Ice cream or Cake? frosting.
49. Christmas or Thanksgiving? Christmas. Come on, honestly, who answeres thanksgiving?
50. Day or night? i don't care as long as its a good one.
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1. Next person you'll kiss: maybe somebody.
2. Next movie you want to see: hm. That I want to see? How about the Piano.
3. Next person you want to hang out with: Jaisen.
4. Next car you want to have: a monthly subway pass.
5. Next time you're going out: wensday. W00t w00t
6. Next time you're going to move: Uh. Up in the air. Many times in the next months to come, I do so hope.
8. Next time that you will drink alcohol: am currently. 1 more minute.
9. Next person you are going to call: I hope no one I regret.
10 Next place you'll take vacation: PSHAW. Maine? Uh.. Scotland ?
11. Next thing you are going to do after filling this thing out: hm. I Hope to not make a fool of myself. Brush my hair, maybe?
12 Next thing you are going to eat: I just ate the most FABULOUS French fries from Pomfries on 2nd Avenue in the LES… to DIE for.
13. Next thing you are going to do outside: Walk. Idiot.
14. Next person you'd like to see fill this out: like I fuckin’ know.
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LASTS:
1. Last kiss: Someone fabulous.
2. Last person you hugged: Summer.
3. Last person you spoke to: Summer / Marissa
4. Last alcoholic beverage: mmmm rum and diet coke… RIGHT NOW.
7. Last person you thought of: Summer because you just asked.
8. Last school you went to: Parsons School of Design… where I am currently sitting.
9. Last person who said I love you to you: Uh… my mom?
10. Last run in with the Law: When I was last at the Saufley Household.
11. Last fight you were in: Mark. Asshole.
12. Last bar/club/concert/party you went to: hmmmmm.
13. Last person you IMed: Charlie.
14. Last thing you ate: fabulous fabulous French fries.
15. Last thing you saved up money for: living. Period.
----------------------FIRSTS-----------------------------
1. First Love: Ben.
2. First Heartbreak: Mark.
3. First car: F-150
4. First pet: Breezy – a cocker spaniel
5. First computer: unsure.
6. First concert: Celine Fuckin’ Dion
7. 1st alcohol you drank: nasty beer.
8. First time you stayed out all night: probably when I wasn’t supposed to.
9. First best friend(s): Y’all know
10. First job: I hate my life. At a hot dog stand.
11. First school: the little red brick school
12. First movie you watched in a theater: the little mermaid and I had to go home in the middle of it ‘ cause I was scared of the sea witch.
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| Time: | 11:06 am. |
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Where did you take your default photo?
studio 300
parson school of design
66 5th ave, new york city
Who are the first & second persons on your top 8?
best friends kevan and chelsi
What exactly are you wearing right now?
button down strip shirt (blue and white)
ripped jeans
mens button down black/gray sweater
gold shoes
large red bead necklace
gold cameo ring
pink underwear/bra
What is your current problem?
im stressed about finals, i can't get my photoshop file sizes to be uniform, and i have over 100 images to scan
What makes you most happy?
relaxing. but not always. just right now.
Name an obvious quality you have?
i have bangs.
What's the name of the song that you're listening To?
"what i'm trying to say" - stars... and i like the first lyrics - "you look so good in the clothes of a poser"
Name someone with the same birthday as you?
courtney. i don't like courtney. she smells funny.
Have you ever ridden in a Hummer limo?
why don't you just ask me if i've ever clubbed baby seals?
Has anyone really close to you passed away?
sort of.
Do you ever watch MTV?
yes i do. oh yes i do. date my mom. room raiders. my super sweet sixteen.
Chapter 1: You
Initials:
clb
Middle name:
letitia (its french for "the fuckin' shit" ... bitches)
Current location:
station 10
computer room 302
parsons school of design
66 5th ave
new york city
Hair length:
long and getting longer.
Chapter 2: The Background
Do you live with your parents?
nopers. i live with jack attack.
Do you get along with your parents?
of course. like peanutbutter and fluff.
not like diet coke and soy sauce. not like that.
Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
married.
Do you have any siblings?
none. muahahaha
Chapter 3: Favorite
Ice cream flavor:
soy dream cookies and cream
Class:
class-y.
but for serious? focaults pendulum.
Chapter 4: Do You..
Write memos on your hand?
my wrists. and my ankles or the side of my foot.
Believe in love:
i know its real because the pain tells me so. *sniff sniff
no, NOT seriously.
seriously i do.
Chapter 5: Have You Ever..
Worn braces?:
no.
Broken a bone?
i ain't no klutz.
Had stitches?:
i ain't no klutz.
Taken painkillers?:
suck it up, suckas.
Been stung by a jellyfish?:
i'm not that talented.
Been stung by a bee?:
i don't remember. i'll say yes though. remember in 'my girl' when the boy died from bee stings?
me too. that was sad.
Thrown up in a restaurant?:
nope.
Been sent to the principal's office?:
ha - ha - ha. do we have principals in college? that would be AWESOME. would they get to call my parents too? would they have to come and pick me up from school?
Chapter 6: Who/What was the last..
Thing you touched?:
the keys.
Thing you ate?:
swedish fish.
Thing you drank?:
diet rootbeer
Thing you said?
byeeeee
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1. Yourself: girlish
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: absent
3. Your Hair: bangtastic
4. Your Mother: understanding
5. Your Father: comical
6. Your Favorite Item: pictures
7. Your Dream Last Night: flamenco
8. Your Favorite Drink: tea
9. Your Dream Home: inflatable
10. The Room You Are In: ours
11. Your Pet: sheds
12. Your fear: clichés
13. Where u Want to be in Ten Years: fabulous
14. Who you hung out with last nite: jaisen
15. What You're Not: sensical
16. Your Best Friend: kevan
17. One of Your Wish list Items: wishes
18. Your Gender: chick
19. The Last Thing You Did: sighed
20. What You Are Wearing: style
21. Your Favorite Weather: weathery
22. Your Favorite Book: long
23. The Last Thing You Ate: candy
24. Your Life: unpredictable
25. Your Mood: questioning
26. The last person you talked to on the phone: mom
27. who are you thinking about right now: ben
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Thursday, April 27th, 2006
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Favorite
1. gum: bublicious original flavor
2. restaurant: picnics
3. drink: british breakfast tea with sugar and soy milk
4. season: winter... or summer...
5. type of weather: snow to play in
6. type of emotion: excited
8. late-night activity: reading and tea
9. sport: running
10. city: New York, bitches
11. store: vintage!!! Oh and anthropologie (for the dresses dahling, the dresses)
When was the last time you...
12. cried: over a boy *sad face. still a sore spot
13. played a sport: I work out every day….
14. laughed really hard: with Kevan , probably for something stupid, as per USUAL.. oooooh buuuuurrrrnnn
15. hugged someone: Kevan
16. kissed someone: I gave Jaisen a kiss on the cheek, so classy so classy
17. felt depressed: uhm, a few days ago?
18. felt overworked: NOW
19. felt sick: its been about a week or so, but my roommate is so i predict any day now
What was the last...
20. word you said: “play nice now”
21. thing you ate: rice with ketchup... don't ask.
22. song you listened to: Purple Bottle – Animal Collective
23. last thing you drank: diet coke
24. place you went to: the asian market for said rice
25. movie you saw: Sir, No Sir!
26. movie you rented: i don't do the movie rental thing... THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
27. movie you went to: Sir No Sir!
Who was the last person you...
28. hugged: Kevan
29. cried over: don't wanna answer that shit
30. instant messaged: hm. too lazy to check. to old to remember.
31. danced with: uhm, see above.
32. shared a secret with: Jackie
33. had a sleepover with: My roommate every night
34. kissed: *wink wink
35. went to a movie with: Kevan… wow, is he like my ONLY friend or what?
36. saw: Kevan just about an hour ago
37. were angry with: Peter
38. cant take your eyes off: Do celebrities count? Because I watch kfed like a hawk… JUST KIDDING.
Have you ever...
40. danced in the rain: yessir
41. kissed someoney: yessssssir
42. done drugs: does coke count?
43. drank alcohol: yup
44. partied 'til the sun came up: how else do you party?
45. had a movie marathon: oh many a movie marathon
46. gone too far on a dare: no such thing.
47. spun until you were immensely dizzy: just recently in fact
My life...
48. school you go to: Parsons School the NEW SCHOOL (barf) of Design
49. name: Caitlin but I wish my name were cooler. like skylar. or molly. or sabine. yeeeeah
50. gender: Female
51. birthday: August 28th
52. relationship status: I’m in a complex position
53. number of siblings: zero…now.
54. State or province u live in: New York CITY
Play...
55. i'm feeling: yucky
56. i'm listening to: Fold Your Hands, You Walk Like a Child – Belle and Sebastian
57. i'm doing: this questionnaire
58. i'm talking to: Charlie
59. i'm craving: tea
60. i'm thinking of: my tummy ache
61. i'm hating: my tummy ache
Love...
62. love is: swell
63. my first love: like LOVE? Or love?
64. love or lust: Love
65. best love song: depends on the person. But it should be sung by a member, or all, of the rat pack
66. Possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: NO. thats stupid and lame and all that jazz
67. when love hurts: I peace out
68. Are you in love: uhm
Opposite/same sex...
70. turn ons: INTELLIGENCE sass, hipspter DRESS STYLE (but thats all) sense of humor and kindness but just a tiny bit mean (in that order)
71. turn offs: apathy, people who dislike books, people who don’t’ love to think
72. do your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you? yes, sorta... well no. yes? no.
73. what kinda hairstyle are you into?: something that looks like you don't care but still awesome
74. What is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you? Loved me unconditionally
75. where do you go to meet new people?: I don’t . they find me.
76. are you the type of person to HOLLA and ask for numbers? fuck that. ps. don't call. just text me.
Picky Picky...
77. dog or cat: cat (s)
78. short or long hair: on me or the cat? Long on me.
79. sunshine or rain: rain if I can stay inside and read . or if its warm to play in.
80. hugs or kisses: both
81. xbox or ps2: hey I just wanna play katamari damasi and the lion king.
82. written letters or e-mails: well I like hand written letters better for the way they look but emails because they get here faster. So . how about a hand written letter scanned into the computer and then emailed to me? I think so.
83. Cars or motorcycles: vespas!
84. coke or pepsi: coca – cola (diet only)
85. house party or dance: dance and then a house party following
87. freak or slow dance: HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Lately...
88. How are you today? Busy and happy to hang out with Kevan
89. what pants are you wearing right now?: boxer pjs
91. what song are you listening to right now? You Can Owe Me - Architecture in Helinski
92. how is the weather right now?cold and brrrr
93. last person you talked to online? Charlie
94. who was last person you talked to on the phone? Dave
95. last dream: My mom losing her memory.
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Saturday, April 8th, 2006
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Put your music library/i-pod on shuffle and answer the questions with songs in the order they come up. it doesn't really make sense at times, but some answers you come up with will freak you out.
1. What's my mood like right now?
"Harmony One"- Four Tet
2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
"Intertia Creeps" - Massive Attack
3. What kind of person am I?
"Beautiful" - Belle & Sebastian
4. Am I loved?
"In The Aeroplane Over the Sea" - Neutral Milk Hotel
5. How can I achieve my highest potential?
"PDA" - Interpol
6. What should I do with my life?
"Pool Song" - Longwave
7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?
"Natural Anthem" - Postal Service
8. What is my best quality?
"A Case of You" - Joni Mitchell
9. How does my sex life look?
"Zurich is Stained" - Pavement
10. What's the meaning of life?
"Wonder Milky Bitch" - Air
11. What do people think of me?
"Baby Learns to Crawl" - Paul Westerberg
12. Would I make a good catch?
"Local God" - Everclear
13. How crazy am I?
"Soon" - My Bloody Valentine
14. Will I have a good life in general?
"Ester" - Elefant
15. Can (she/he) ever really love me?
"Battle of Who Could Care Less" - Ben Folds Five
16. Can me and (her/him) ever be more than friends?
"Know" - Nick Drake
17. What's going to happen to me this week?
"Ageless Beauty" - Stars
18. Where will I be a year from now?
"Cut That City" - The Mars Volta
19. What is my biggest wish?
"So Jealous" - Tegan and Sara
20. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment?
"Valerian" - Catatonia
21. How will I die?
"Soon You Will Be Leaving Your Man" - Bright Eyes
22. What will happen after I die?
"Meet the Pressure" - Her Space Holiday
23. How do my friends feel about me?
"Everybody Cares, Everybody Understands" - Elliott Smith
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Thursday, April 6th, 2006
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(April 2nd)
We could feel the hours like introductions that were slightly
awkward because no one found us between them & minutes were mittens my
nails somehow saw through. Wrists on fire where you clung to them & I'm
so happy for our crown of flowers.
(April 3rd)
This nightmare made me choke & I am not sure where it grew
because I would have weeded it out, right? I mean, I would have thought
I'd have felt it growing up through my palms. That pleasure was not
exactly like a novelty. I can do without.
(April 4th)
i wonder how many faces have come before me & goodness who even cares? do they wear those ears with caution. bored with this. bored. light like a pale shadow. a hungry shadow. eat something & binge on our horrible shilouttes. tack it down to a concrete sidewalk. I'm a girl leaving her shadow struggling behind.
(April 6th)
you maniac ravish me ravish me. i want to feel slenderness like my skin i want my bones to have moons & crescents & i am thinking nothing is impossible except myself & thats a form of art all its own.
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Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
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MARK THE ONES YOU NEVER DID.
( ) I've Never Been Drunk
( ) I've Never Smoked Pot
( ) I've Never Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex
( ) I've Never Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) I've Never Crashed A Friend's Car
(X) I've Never Been To Japan
( ) Ive Never Been In A Taxi
( ) I've Never Been In Love
(X ) I've Never Been Dumped
(X) I've Never Done Cocaine
(X) I've Never Shoplifted
(X) I've Never Been Fired
(X) I've Never Been In A Fist Fight
(X) I've Never Had Group Intercourse
( ) I've Never Snuck Out Of My Parent's House
( ) I've Never Been Tied Up
( ) I've Never Regretted Having Sex With Someone
(X) I've Never Been Arrested
( ) I've Never Made Out With A Stranger
(X) I've Never Stolen Something From My Job
(X) I've Never Celebrated New Years In Time Square
(X ) I've Never Gone On A Blind Date
( ) I've Never Lied To A Friend
( ) I've Never Had A Crush On A Teacher
( ) I've Never Celebrated Mardi-Gras In New Orleans
( ) I've Never Been To Europe
( ) I've Never Skipped School
(X) I've Never Slept With A Co-Worker
(X) I've Never Cut Myself On Purpose
( ) I've Never Had Sex At school
(X ) I've Never Been Married
(X ) I've Never Been Divorced
(X) I've Never Had Sex With More Than One Person Within The Same Week
( ) I've Never Posed Nude
(X) I've Never Gotten Someone Drunk Just To Have Sex With Them
(X) I've Never Killed Anyone
( ) I've Never Received Scars From My Sex Partner
(X) I've Never Thrown Up In A Bar
(X ) I've Never Purposely Set A Part Of Myself On Fire.
( ) I've Never Eaten Sushi
( ) I've Never Been Snowboarding
(X) I've Never Had Sex At A Friend's House While They Were Throwing A Party
(X) I've Never Had Sex In A Dressing Room
(X) I've Never Flashed Anyone.
( ) I've Never Met Anyone From Online
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(March 1st)
now i am sick. because you made me so.
(March 2nd)
wake me with snow. i saw it from the windows of my eyes my irises & i couldn't pull shut a thing. dancing on a window sill i am reminded of summer & charlie & he told me so many things. tops & other toys & old fashioned. i'm becoming old fashioned aren't i? how can i pull myself together when there are pieces inside my throat.
(March 3rd)
are you ready for 1000 of me to become 1000 of you? because i think thats all i have left & i'm just a little scared of the sounds & voices that mean so little to you because hey that's my heart and i don't have anything after that. not even my hair keeps secrets so well.
(March 4th)
*didn't sleep*
(March 5th)
so seriously. i wake without you & i feel that thats ok. i'm with no one & i am fine. i miss the sun on my pillow in maine. i miss a partner on my feet - the weight of my cat. she always had such sass in the way she slept. i only needed you for the drama. never the love. we don't speak that language doll face. i opened my eye. i didn't see yours. i'm not surprised but i'm still fine.
(March 6th)
oh its difficult & i see our faces are aging like tree's circles under our eyes, say we're thousands of years too late to mean a thing. no pressure with a laugh that gnaws & it becomes a handshake of time until bones break & veins disengage & we're all flawless.
(March 7th)
so so so sir. here is the thing about you & i. i wouldn't catch you when you die. i saw that on your face the skin began to melt & your chin chin your pointed chin where you hunt to spear, well, whatever you can, you vulture, i speared enough to make the world hate you & the globe is your enemy. my bed sees colors because i am a black & whiting cripple, with my fingers trapped beneath my eyeballs & they will roll in my skull like they mean it.
question: am i an angry person?
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Friday, February 24th, 2006
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Thursday, February 16th, 2006
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(Feb. 16th)
Hello brilliance. Sleep left me on the roadside & my thumb, my seagull thumb projects itself sideways. Pick me up, drive me far. My dad once traveled through snow like this. I am not asking for track prints & a seashell to remember. Here comes the urban sky that you have to pay to see. Tattered. Proof became a concept yesterday- night- morning, it made sense when I lied about my dream & when I said I cared.
(Feb. 15th)
I wound wound wound you are horror with eyes. Can I escape? Penguins, I think of them for the ice they live in. you are tragic. I don’t need tragedy. Othello. Antigone. Ulysses, you are not great. Not great or who else know what your mind rotates around. I hope they like eyes. Eyes eyes eyes. I found mine yesterday under my own blank feet. And did you think I stepped on them? Tell me goddamned well.
(Feb. 14th)
There is snow. Inside of me. Here is what I wish I wish I was. Again & I couldn’t. but I want to be in my night gown & warm & have someone else plow me out. Is that something I can ask?
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"If you keep doing this...I'll come down on you like ugly on eggs!
"What the hell is the possible selective advantage of having an eye in the middle of the head?"
Professor Ray Coppinger, CS 260: Cognative Ethology. Explaning why the location of a flounder's eyes could not have occured through gradualism
"Anyone who has a 'wilderness' experience in Yosemite today is smoking something that's illegal."
Bob Rakoff, professor of Land and Property in America, on the numerous tourists in National Parks.
"I don't know what they do over there- it's not a college. It's bad kindergarten."
Laurie Nisinoff, referring to Amherst College
Virgin blood was like the Gatorade of ancient Greeks."
Robert Meagher, Intro to Greek and Indian Drama
"My dog might eat your homework."
Sue Darlington, Cultural and Religious Contexts of Environmentalism
"I'm trying to be modern, man! Postmodern! I'm wearin' my sandals in October... I'm there..."
Will Ryan, The Sporting Life, his response to someone accusing him of getting old
"Writing papers--what an embarassing thing to talk about. I mean, it's kind of on the same level as masturbation."
Eric Schocket, HACU 297: Literature and Culture of the 1930s
*sigh. i miss hampshire sometimes. people were so... motivated..... & talented.... & passionate..... &... sigh.
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